Discovering A New Journey.

I was once down a very dark road that I never that I would ever get out of. I was cutting, suicidial, and depressed. I would costantly be thinking negative. I even thought there would be no one around to ever miss me if I was gone. I just wanted to die. Attempted it a few times to. I couldn't figure out what was wrong, why was I still living? I would actually get angry and start to throw things around. Then I would just start crying. I wasn't even living by my own motto,'' Everything happens for a reason.'' I had many try to help and I would try also but I would fall back into darkness. Then as time went on I stopped cutting. I relapsed once but with addictions that is very common. Then I wanted to live. There is to much I still want to know about. Then my depression turned into happiness. I had help, but I was the one who had to do the final step. Now every morning when I wake up and see my husband next to me I know now life is a gift. And I have unwrapped my gift of a new journey. To go up a new road.
Tara277 Tara277
31-35, F
May 23, 2012