want to point my mother in the direction of this group?

Tesse Tesse
18-21, F
5 Responses Mar 24, 2009

i m sure u ll be a great mom :) coz what u see u dont like and try to change it

i dont want to become a parent from fear of being like them.

want my parents to do the same...i think if we become parents we ll be better

im scared of having kids incase i lose the plot like my mum did. i dont think i could ever bring myself to treat anyone the way she treated me though

I hope if I ever become a parent I'll learn to love so unconditionally.<br />
But I'm always super-protective to ensure it doesn't happen.<br />
In line with this, my father is barely a family man at all, usually very self-centered, cares little about anyone's b-day, doesn't ever initiate any family gatherings or parties, etc etc..<br />
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And I fear I've sorta inherited that, him and I have actually discussed it before. The fact that he'll admit it so easily without shame (as I do) scares me too much to put a life on this earth, not if I'll end up acting like he does (which, at this point in my life, I do believe I would).