I Miss My Great Grandpa.

Frist it was my grandma, next my step grandpa, and now my great grandpa that all past away and I feel like I want to go crazy. But Ive been keepin my emotions in check so that my family wont see how much pain im in. this time when my great grandpa died all I feel now is emptiness in me. the last time I saw my great grandpa was 10 years ago and hes gone, all I did was made him lough when I was little and now all I can do is cry and miss him. I should have seen him more often but hes gone and theres nothing I can do, at least hes in a better place with my grandma and step grandpa.