Looking For True HappinessI can honestly say that in all my life I've never known what true happiness is. I've had moments of pure joy and that was only when I gave birth to my children. They are a gift from god. But other than having them I have never held true happiness in my hands. I wonder what it would be like to have that. I have a husband that loves me but I don't share those feelings. Its not his fault its all on me. My children give me moments of joy but what I want is to know what its like to be completely happy. I have tried and I always fall short of it. Its as if I'm not meant for it. I guess some people are just luckier than others. It is what it is.... We do what we do.... What's done is done... Its all good!!!!!!!
lonelyheartofmine 36-40, F 4 Responses 2 Feb 7, 2011