Just Wondering, What Was The Reason For Him To Come In My Life ?

When i was 14, i got my first boyfriend. A tall guy, 19 years old. It was nice for about a week, when he started forcing me to do sexual stuff to him. I've been raped for 4 months,almost every day once or twice. He said i couldnt tell my parents, because they would find me discusting and they would put me away in some kind of hospital for mental illness. After 4 months i decided to just not go and see him anymore.. i just couldnt handle it. My situation at home got worse and worse, and a year later i decided to tell them. Im 16 now, and the police investigation is still running. I'm mentally depressed, i get scared from every little unexpected touch and i feel like i cant trust people. Im just done with everything..... The police tells me that i cant speak about it to anyone, cause they still havent talked to the guy that did this to me. In the mean while he's threatining me, telling storys about me and making sure that he will make my life a living hell. I'm just done with everything......
Just one last thing, im from the Netherlands so my english isnt that good...
Justxalonelyxgirl Justxalonelyxgirl
18-21, F
Dec 11, 2012