Mine Did Work, Until I Fell Apart...

I met Seth online, we talked everyday for several months. We fell in love..
It lasted about 4 or 5 months, it would have been still going on now if I wasn't so weak. I've been dealing with very strong depression for the past few years and being so far away from the guy I love mad it worse...
I decided to end things with him.

We finally talked for the first time in 2 months today... For 5 or 6 hours...
We talked about how we still love each other, and missed each other..
I apologized non stop for everything I said.. For hurting him..
I told him that maybe one day, if he could ever forgive me, maybe he would be willing to give me another chance to make things right. And be with each other again.
He replied saying that the past is in the past and we don't know what the future holds, but maybe someday we could try again..

I might go visit him soon...
Even though he's so far away from me..
I live in Ontario, Canada while he lives in Michigan, USA...
The distance will always be hard.. But hopefully, one day, we'll be together.

I love that boy with all my heart.