Life Paused

and i thought that i was only me with this feeling... yes my life is paused ..for 2 years now...after the tragic lost of my husband... i just dont seem to find any meaning to do things.. for what reason ?  i have tried so many times .... i can not find the joy and happiness in doing things.. so i dont bother at all... maybe one day the play button will start  working ....
mirea mirea
41-45, F
Jul 25, 2010