I have struggled with omtting negativity from my life, but there is also something attractive to me about chaos. Guess it is comfortable because I am used to in growing up in a very dysfunctional family. I attract people who are disturbed. LOL By the way, I am an Ex-Social Worker. I think that I am a "rescuer" and my identity as a person is tied to what I do. I don't do anything now. I have been a bum for quite some time now. I live with a friend and it is a parasitic existence. See? negativity. How do I shake this off? I used to be someone once.