Dark Place In My Mind

Your abuse of me was both divesting and complete
both physical and emotional
she lives she feels dead inside.
I believe that I have scar will never heal
All because of you and the abuses you put me through
I live now in fear that you will find me
And hurt me again
This may not be true but it is a fear I live with everyday
And no amount of therapy will change that
Because you are free.
I feel like I'm in a prison.
This prison is of my own making
I don't wear prison blues
or live in a cell
but I'm still in a prison.

Somethings should be buried deep and never see the light of day again.
I have a lot of questions that will probably never be answer.

CMA1234 CMA1234
46-50, F
May 23, 2012