I Am A Bi Husband! (Update: now divorced)My wife and I have been married for well over 20 years, and although I have been in denial for most of those years, about two years ago I began to realize that I had a powerful desire to have a sexual experience involving both my wife and another man. I was foolish, and told her that I would like to pursue this... she was revolted and would not even consider such a thing. Now, however, my drive to fulfill these desires has led me to cheat on my wife for the first time ever! I have now started attending sex parties, in which I have sex with both men and women, both seperately and together. I feel guilty to have violated my wife's trust in this way, but in a sense she has pushed me to this point. I am now thinking that we will likely end up divorced, because she will be unwilling to fulfill my desires in this way, and I am unwilling to give up what I have been denying all my life.
UPDATE: I eventually revealed my bisexuality, and my indiscretions, to my wife... we are now divorced, moreso because she couldn't handle anything short of pure monogamy, that really ABOUT the bisexuality. But my sex life goes on, better than ever!