Yes, I Do It Too!So, Im 19, 5.10" and 138 pounds...
I have weight issues, I cant gain weight. I WANT TO... but i cant!
I weigh myself about 3 times a day, and whenever i have lost about 2 pounds I binge like crzy... on everything i can find!!! Literally!
But i can never keep it down. Once i start i will not stop until the food is gone. This may mean my stomach rejects food up to 5-10 times during my massive binge episodes and can often result in vomiting blood. BUT I CANT STOP! :(
Its horrible, i hate it, i want to stop but i love the thought of gaining weight... I need the fat, the sugar, the carbs and calories, i need it all. I am sick of my body. I tried to go healthy and bought loads of organic and good for you food but i ate 35 pounds worth of food which should have been 2 weeks in under 3 days as i was losing weight so binged.
Blllaaahhhhh :( :(
JustKeepFighting 18-21, M 3 Responses 0 Jan 18, 2012