It Was My Low Self-esteem's Fault

i let as many men possible buy me drinks. they huddled around me and said, "have you ever had authentic Russian vodka?" and then "have you ever had an appletini?", then "how about a chocotini?" and then i got REALLY sick. i passed out, and when i got out of the toilet, a friend of a friend was out there, held me, and helped me. and i had a flight the next day. i'm an idiot. i feel so terrible about myself that i need approval and acknowledgment like that. sad and really just pathetic.
peppersasen peppersasen
26-30
1 Response Jan 17, 2013

I never blacked out but I woke up naked and didn't know where I was and got in bed with another couple.