Life Gone Wrong

I feel somtimes the way my life has turned out is my fault if I would of went school when I was 18 instead of getting involved in things I should have not.  I was lost at 18.  Now I'm a mom with 2 amazing wonderful children 5 and 6 I feel like i'm letting them down somtimes and iits not me my husband sent our lifes crashing down when he went to prision in march 2007 We had a good life you know bills pd etc.  then our house burnt down nov 2007 .   I feel like I blame myself for daddy being there for the kids and its not my fault but I do't want  them to feel and hurt or pain u know.  Because they are the inicent and I love them more than my own life there the reason i get up everyday.  They are the most perfect thing I have ever done with my life.  I hope and pray at the end of this month my husband of 13 years can put our lifes back together again.  thanks

Babygirl1977 Babygirl1977
26-30, F
Jan 8, 2010