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I Was 19

i had been living in a city 75 miles south of the city I grew up in and had a girlfriend there named Erica. We were having problems in our relationship and we decided to stop seeing each other for a bit and then plan to try and work it out later. I moved back home and started hanging out with some people in the neighborhood, partying and doing other stupid things that 19 year olds do. I met this gorgeous girl named Janette at a friend's house and we hit it off immediately. We started making out one night and were basically joined at the hip every free moment for the whole week I was there, I told her I was going to go south to break up with Erica and I would be back in a few days. I got there and we decided to reconcile. Janette went to my mother and step fathers and they told her what had happend and she was crushed. Six months later I was back at home after Erica and I broke up permanantly. Janette came over and told me that I broke her heart and she could never forgive me.
coldasice209 coldasice209 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 14, 2011

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I know how you feel. Almost 28 years ago, I was ga-ga over Jana, but one night I was hugging and kissing someone else, and Jana walked up. I can't explain why I did it. I've thought about it for a very long time, but keep coming up blank. Jana wouldn't give me a second chance (long story, but that was my fault too), so I have not seen or talked to her since. It is at the top of my list of regrets. Now, after all these years, I'm trying to contact her so I can tell her how much I regret my stupidity and how incredibly sorry I am. Will she forgive me? I don't know. I hope so, but I realize how much I hurt her, and if she doesn't, then I have to live with it. I'm not sure how I can, but I have to find a way. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself, even if she forgives me. She trusted me with her heart, and I broke it.

that was the price!
you deserved no one :)