I Was A Horrible Person!

I was 16 it was last summer, i was with this incredible guy names Jaime we hit it off, he was different then my other guys i would usually like, he was sweet, but towards the end of our relationship he got very very over protected and i was annoyed by that. then my bestfriend Luke wanted to hangout so i went to the creek with him and i lost this bet, hes like " oh you lost the bet i have to kiss you now" i was nervous because lukes the most popular and gorous guy ever in our school and i thought why would he want to be with someone like me? but i also had to think about Jaime. I wanted to tell him but i was nervous so i kept it a secret thinking that kiss was nothing and that luke doesnt like me.I was wrong luke and i hung out one day and he confessed how he felt and i liked luke back but i liked jaime to. i was very very confused. I had to tell jaime because i kissed luke again that day. I went to a party with jaime and he was drunk, he tried to force me to do stuff so i hit him and ran off and luke picked me up from the party , and jaime saw. The next morning jaime brought me flowers and a teddy bear and it was around 5 p.m. and luke opened the door and saw jaime and i was in deep ****, Luke didnt know about jaime and jaime didnt know about luke so it was awkward. i walked out with jaime and i told him the truth and that im going to be with luke and he got so mad he slammed his door, threw the flowers and drove off. I never thought ill be so mean in my life or break someones heart. I have been with luke for a year , we are grreat friends, i regret breaking a guys heart but it was the right decition don't judge im sorry!
crazyonex13 crazyonex13
18-21, F
May 6, 2012