I Broke His Heart Not Once... But Twice
His name was Gary. I met him before i met Ciaran and we were texting but id never actually met him, we got on like a house on fire, but when i met up with him i realised it would never work, i then went on to met Ciaran and we started dating. Me and Gary became really good friends, he was there for me when even Ciaran wasnt. he loved me. He said it to me a million times and i never realised the saw i could have over him. When ever me and Ciaran hit rocks Gary was there. While me and Ciaran were on a break me and Gary kissed... but me and ciaran got back together.
he was crushed... but we were always such good friends. when i was in hospital it was him in everyday, and i used that to some extent...
Me and Ciaran broke up after 11 months, and he said that he loved me... we dated for not even two weeks... he was so excited... and i broke his heart
he didnt talk to me for six weeks... then we were friends again and he still felt the same
MORAL OF THE STORY... I BROKE HIS HEART TWICE TWICE... HE WAS THE SWEETEST NICEST MOST CARING GUY... AND I LOVED HIM FOR IT MORE THAN ANYONE CAN APPRICIATE... I CANT LIVE WITH THE GUILT KNOWING I HURT YOU... ITS BEEN A YEAR ! I STILL HAVE BAD DREAMS AND I STILL CRY... HOW COULD I HAVE HURT YOU... im so sorry... so so so sorry
if i could have a pill to take away one memory... i wudnt erase the memories of the guys who hurt me and broke my heart... id erase the ones of my breaking his heart... living with the pain of a broken heart is easier than the guilt of knowing you caused someone else that pain...
i love you Gary... more than words can say... just not in that way