Second Boyfriend

I'm really sad now because I actually did like the guy, I just knew it would be a matter of time before we broke up anyway. He's just too hedonistic for me, going out and getting shitfaced every weekend without me because I'm not old enough to even get in to the bars and clubs and wherever the hell else he goes. He also has about 80% of his friends who are girls that I'm completely jealous of. On top of that, I'm a virgin and since the first month we'd been dating, he's been telling me he has condoms with him when I'm not ready yet... every weekend, I have condoms, yeah, I know... I just hate that it came as such a shock to him when I told him that I wanted to break up because now he's ignoring me and it looks like we'll never be friends like we used to. I've stopped trying... he doesn't respond and it seems hopeless now. When I told him some of the things that bothered me about US, he attacked me with complaints about ME; how apparently I don't try new things... no, just what he's pushing me to do... like get drunk and have sex with him... he said I lack social skills because I never want to hang out with his girl friends... I know I made the right choice... it's not even that I miss HIM, I just lost a friend and a boyfriend in the same week and I'm just feeling lonely. Honestly, I feel like ****. I'm sick to my stomach at the thought of him and I just want to feel better. I don't know how...