My Bpd Always Ruins My Relationships

I met Jarrod when I was 9 and he was 14. He was my brothers best friend in high school, and after they graduated I didnt see much of Jarrod. A couple years later, he contacted me and we dated off and on for awhile and then got engaged. He says my emotional problems wore him out, so I said goodbye for the last time and just told him to throw away whatever I have there. I know the right thing to do is give him back the ring. But I want to pawn it. How long should I wait?
tmarker86 tmarker86
26-30, F
Dec 10, 2012