I'm Just Broke And Fed Up.

I just don't know what to do anymore, I'm normally very very positive and would normally critise people who get down like this.

I am totally broke, bank overdraft as long as my arm, I am employed but the little I earn pays my bills, rent and whatever else essential. I can't afford to feed myself, go shopping, cant afford to insure my car I nearly have enough to put petrol in to get to work.

It's sickening, I can't sleep or anything with the toughts of all that I owe. It's easy for people to say money is nothing but when you owe money to someone they don't take the same approach, I have been summonsed to court numerous times and it makes no difference, I can't pay, I can't live, nothing.

It's just pointless being alive if this is what my life will be. I can't afford a present for my boyfriend for his 21st, can't afford to being him out and he is in debt up to his eyeballs. I've sold everything to pay some bills and now I owe it all again and all that meant alot to me is gone.
Patrickoreilly Patrickoreilly
18-21, M
Sep 18, 2012