The Past Always Slows You Down To Move Forward

I am now 20 years old an am still dealing with the abuse I have had in my past. My dad is a raging alcholic who just wants to hit everything in its way. I remember one time when i was 5 minutes late he was standing at the top of the driveway just waiting for me to come home. I got maybe 3 words out and i remember hitting the rocks in the driveway. Then my dad grabbed me by the throat and wouldnt let go. I was so scared and I didnt know what to do. He then just threw me around like a rag doll. I left that night and he called the cops on me because I "ran away". I never fully understood why my dad hit me and my brothers. All i knew is that he was an angry drunk an to stay out of his way. I never will understand why parents abuse their children. But I know I have been through it. I would love to help someone who doesnt know what to do.
brittany310 brittany310
18-21, F
2 Responses May 21, 2012

I agree with you. I wish someone was there just to put him in his place so he would actually understand that it wasnt right.

I would have loved to been one of your neighbors watching and would have given him the ulitmate beat down he deserved, I hate bullys, wife and kid beaters dont care if he had a drinking problem or anger management..