I Came to Ep Looking For Myself

Looking

By: Candyapple1234

Written on June 22nd, 2011

I came to EP to lok for friends.........Im trying to rebuild my life with the currant going against me. I am a survivor and this part of my life will pass as wel. I hate cyber sex , text sex or phone sex....this last, well only with my significant other........whicj I lost..or rather gave up..too many head games. Im looking for a job......no luck...........I recieve help from the state but not enough to get me out of this ....Im not abused physically............it is the head games. I cant afford to JUST walk out. I hate the threats that he makes of me. Im a strong lass and will endure like a good lil'soldiar and try hard to keep my head up high. I do not wish to drag others down with my 10 page story.so I wont. Im a good soul, trying to make it alone in a mean world...................I miss my kids...............I miss the earlier yrs.............but this is the hear and now......and the hear in now is not forever....ok........enough of my rambling...........get to kow me, you will see..........Im real......CandyApple

By: Candyapple1234

Age: 41-45 , Female

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Candyapple1234

chin is up,,,,,,:)

Jun 22, 2011
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marko6869

just hang in there young lady and things will get better and if i can help anyway my friend i am hhere for you

Jun 22, 2011
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Candyapple1234

I bow before u with appreciation.........ty for your kind words

Jun 22, 2011
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nellkellicus

Thanks for writing Candy Apple, it takes courage to put yourself "out thee". The lovely thing with EP is that there are so many people who not only totally understand where you're coming from and sympathise, but are just ready to be supportive and non judging.

You're not alone!!! So many others have been through what you have been through, and are where you are now too. I admire your strength in keeping your head up and forging on - much healthier than wallowing in despair. Laughing works wonders too!

Take care of you.!

Jun 22, 2011
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Candyapple1234

I get your meaning....................thank you for your woeds.greatly appreciated.........if u need to vent.......I will listen.just send me a letter.....CandyApple

Jun 22, 2011
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SouthernPlains

Don't worry about the typos. Your story is perfectly clear. I'm really sorry for your suffering Candyapple1234. I came to EP to vent my frustrations and my sufferings too, almost two years ago. But sometimes I just get this burden that all I've done is make a fool out of myself for the thing that I've written. I write. I delete. I write. I delete. All the time. People here must think I'm a head-case. (I am). I wish you the best. I hate to see friends suffer.

Jun 22, 2011
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Candyapple1234

omg...............all my typos.I hit snd to quick.......(.Im also dyslexic)

Jun 22, 2011
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