I Don't Even Remember When It First Started

It's a deep ache in the pit of my stomach. Depending on how strong the pain,..the more intense, the sooner the bad thing will happen. It's never wrong. It's happened maybe 20 or so times in my life. I don't remember when it started or when the last time I had it was. I'd like to know more, and how I can cultivate that knowledge. It was never the sort of thing where it was an obvious feeling of anxiety because at the time of the ache, there was never anything wrong or soon to be wrong. Just the feeling that something bad was going to happen at some point that day - to me or to someone close to me.

I'd love to hear other's experiences with this.

Anitcha Anitcha
18-21, F
Mar 1, 2010