I've Become A Shut-in Because I Can Feel My Family
IDK, its just all crazy. Even when my sister is nice to me I feel like Im standing in front of a fireing squad. Its not just her, I feel what everyone is feeling and the problem is...... I tend to react to what Im feeling even before they reveal their true feelings. Well... that makes me look/seem weird or overly emotional. It throws them off and then things are uncomfortable, at least. Im not weird... I just know what is coming sometimes. I do get panic attacks sometimes when I feel get a whiff of their strong negative vibes.
Most of this comes from my immediate family but I dont seem to have the same problem with others. I mean, I do instantly get vibes from strangers, and mostly all of them are fine.
Why is it so painful to be around my own family yet others make me feel lovely?
If not staying home alone or turning to drugs... what do you do to cope?