Or Do I Make It Happen ???

I had once thought that I can feel things before they happen ...

But upon thinking about it .. i have come to conclusion that BY THINKING about it .. my fears, doubts and lack of trust .. make it happen ...

I'd be fooling myself if i believed that others didn't ' See '   the change in my facade ....

these fears are real but have nothing to do with where my life is right now .... 

Worrying about things i have no control over is what i wasted 9 years on .... i am not going to do that again ...

sure i have my moments ... but putting things into my ' too hard basket ' would only overload the things I've already put there ...

Instead i am taking a look at the things in my basket and doing something about it ...

Today I did TWO things that have been in my ' too hard basket '  for years... and all i can say is ... the Basket is alot lighter ...  

That might just add some sleep to my night

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I completed yet another thing thats been sitting in my too hard basket    So glad that ones out of the way ... PHEW !!

 

caroli9 caroli9
41-45, F
Jul 18, 2007