When Things Get Lonely ...

Being at home every single day with no adult company, makes me feel "inadequate", I lose touch with the world.  I meet people on the Internet with the same interests as what I have and we communicate via e-mail.  Then comes the time that they want to come visit, they actually made a trip to a town closeby for business and then phone me up to arrange a visit.  Oh for sue, I say....just to feel sorry that I have ever said that, immediately after I put the phone down.

I wonder why I make things so difficult for myself, why did I not just say...No thank you, or maybe told them that I wont be home?  But that will not be an honest reply, would it? 

MommyLady MommyLady
46-50, F
2 Responses Mar 15, 2009

Maybe the reason you said yes, it because u wanted to make the person happy. Or u just thought it was the right thing to do. There are times i do things for people that i don't really want to do, but i just feel better if i do it.

Well from what i can tell you seem to have the same issue that i have. I get interested in someone just to loose interest shortly after.