Today, April 28, 2009. I Swear I Will Not Drive Until Better

My son came over and offered me a "Red Bull" energy drink. It did perk me up and seemed to lift the fog that surrounded my awareness. I thought I could drive to the story and get a few things. HA!

My illness has gotten worse in just the last week and I have to take stronger anti-seizure muscle relax Rx. I am now fighting hard for every thought I can coax into lucid awareness. 

. My son came over and offered me a "Red Bull" energy drink. It did perk me up and seemed to lift the fog that surrounded my awareness. I thought I could drive to the story and get a few things. HA! First of all, I only wore my transitional lens and forgot to add clip on and extra large full coverage glasses to reduce sun light. I squinted and kept going.

I was thinking of what to get and remembered the BBQ we had in our back yard with my sons and there girlfriends etc…I drove into the intersection and was alerted my some guy pounding on his horn. I backed up and no one was hurt. What if…

I turned around and focused as hard as I could and made it home. Three blocks. Three blocks in a straight line and I could have hurt some one. I put my keys away.

Have you ever felt impaired/drunk/high and drank coffee? I thikk a drunk on excess coffee is a drunk that should be passwd out…DD

( I HAVE RE-READ THIS STORY OVER AND OVER. I USE WORD AND SPEEL CHECK. I OMIT WEIRD WORDS AND LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TYPE OF THINGS. I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS 2 HOURS.)