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Incapable

I am different.  I can not seem to fall in love.  I have been desperatly in love before.  I have a girlfriend now... I love her for who she is, I love her to my core and would never wish harm on her.  But I know I am not IN love with her. 

She has her quirks like anyone but she treats me better than i deserve and better than i have been treated in ever.

I guess that once you give up so much of your soul theres no more left to give.


...update...

the emptiness came from being in the dead end relationship.
well... that and having been hurt nearly to the point of no return...

 

npc npc 26-30 1 Response Apr 27, 2009

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It may be a good idea to think this through. If you do not love deeply, it may not be a good idea to drag it on. It will not be good for her, or you. But if you feel it is best to give it some time, maybe love will grow, a different kind then the one you felt before.<br />
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"I guess that once you give up so much of your soul theres no more left to give."<br />
I hope not. Otherwise many of us are doomed! Good luck in your situation.