I Have Tryed and Tryed to Get Job

Yes i am one of those that leave off S.S.I that can not work because I can not deal with stress.

So I came here and write.

And this is like a job for me.

I don't get paid. But I get lot of people write to me and tell me how they feel on my papers and that makes me feel good.

And the points I get means lot for me.

It is like a job and I wanted to get out of bed and look forward to it.

Be for I found this place .

I was sad and depressed and when I don't have computer I can not do this.

I have had Doctor and my counsler see that I am doing worse and have to take more medicine so this helps the depression and the stress.

I do get lot of rewards.


lashanda lashanda
51-55, F
3 Responses Feb 28, 2009

You are such a STRONG Woman Lashanda! I am so very proud of you and lucky to have you in my EP Circle of Friends!

I come on here like job.<br />
I will never get paid but the reward are cool.<br />
I get trophes I get points I can see my self change.<br />
I feel so much differnet since I came on here.<br />
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yes I know how you feel about your husband muder you.<br />
I had abuse husband to.<br />
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I had lot of relinship like that.<br />
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But I am out and found a really cool guy.<br />
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If you need to talk <br />
come and find me<br />
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I am getting help with post traumatic stress disorder caused by my ex trying to murder me.<br />
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I know what you mean.....stress can be debilating and I'm not allowed to look for work either