Tears In Silence

...because he doesn't care at all. when he cares, it's only for a moment and then it's gone. so it's better just not letting him know how much pain i am in... if i do, he says that i am pressurizing him, creating scenes and driving him insane. it didn't use to be like that. after awhile you're with me and i'm with you, you don't care at all do you.... love to you is without any mistakes made. must always be straight. must always be black and white. no room for mistakes.
LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate
22-25, F
2 Responses Jul 13, 2010

IN YOUR STORY'S YOU SEEM SO SAD AND LOSTED!! YOU SHOULD CUT YOUR TIES WITH THIS PERSON WHO IS HURTING YOU SO MUCH !!

I think I feel like this more times than I care to share. I live in a home where there's no communication . I feel like I'm invisible. He only talks when it's about him. Nothing else matters.I find myself sitting alone in a room out of boredom I know this is not love.