Still Tryin'

I can't really remember what it feels like.  Now I've never expected or thought that anyone is happy all the time, but I've always been envious of people who feel contented some or most of the time.  Mainly because I'm just curious what it's like.  I don't know what would make me happy.  Seems like there's no way, no how, but I figure I'll keep trying.  That's really all any of us can do is try.

There's an overwhelming amount of beauty in the world, I just wanna be able to enjoy it.  I want to actually like myself.  I think someday maybe I will, and perhaps that hope is a kind of happiness.  That's the way I think, it's all I have.

AppleJelle AppleJelle
22-25, M
1 Response Apr 25, 2009

I hadda answer this one. I was happiest this entire week having my new grandson stay with me. He is just adorable and can't prejudge me based on half truths told by his mother. As he grows older I hope to keep in touch with him and stay in his life. His mother is in the military and due to transfer soon so that'll be a challenge.