My Joband its all about the effort i want to put into it . Which is why im doing this Swan Curriculum book ... and so far i like it alot ... Im just slacking focus right now . But im trying to make myself do it even when i dont feel like it cause some if it i think maybe some underlying depression seeping through . But i know im the only one who can change me so i guess admitting it is better than nothing at this point .
starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F 0 Jan 26, 2008