I Have Realized What's Wrong With MeMOM: how are you dear daughter? How's job haunting?
ME: I'm not okey..I still don't have work.. I really don't know what to do now. I feel so hopeless.
MOM: Maybe you lack SACRIFICES for OUR LORD GOD... Like Prayer and going to churh
Mom is right.. maybe I didn;t hold on to Him that is why I feel the heaviness of my problems.. I am so damn stupid!... thinking so much but didn't even get a single solution. I'M SO SPIRITUALLY WEAK!