I Am Learning To Love MyselfI don't love myself enough to surround myself with goodness, because I don't believe I deserve it. I think that people are always going to hurt me. This is because I don't feel good enough. Yet most people live in admiration of me. Most people dot believe I have low self esteem.
My love life fails because I don't trust, I'm jealous, Im paranoid and insecure, I need constant reassurance. I need to be perfect in everyones eyes including myself. I can't take compliments and I can't take criticism. I am scared of being left and loosing because I will look a fool.
I am very attractive, appear strong, fit and healthy. I am successful and independent.
If I loved myself more my life would be so much easier. This is my goal for the year.