I am much better today. I have got some great responses to a question I asked on EP today. All the responses helped me calm down, and focus better on my issues at hand. Its a process, anything in life takes time. When we rush through things especially life altering decisions, we need to go slow, and give it time. So I have decided to give time to my search for a soulmate and not just jump because someone seems to be ready for settling down with me. Thank you to all my EP friends for all your support and great advise.