I can feel myself being drawn in to that ******* hole again....a place where I told myself I'd never
ever let myself go... and here I am.... Well ******* done!
I literally feel sick... I blame myself and my addictive personality...
Am I just too nice..?
Do I worry about other peoples, virtual strangers above myself.....yep.. that's me...
Over thinking **** that I have no control over..
Hate this feeling....
Things are so **** right now....
Maybe I'm just over tired.....
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel "Okay"
thedayyouwentaway thedayyouwentaway
41-45, M
Aug 20, 2014