The Magician

The confluence of events that have led to my liberation are as puzzling as they are serendipitous.

However it was that I woke up from a 7 year long nightmare, I don't really quite know yet.

Much of the assistance went to a great therapist who reminded me of the importance of loving myself.

When you are totally liberated, you become free.  And when you are free, you realize your power.

It is like I have become a magician and can cast whatever spell I want and it will happen.

There is power in my thoughts and in my actions.

I have control over my life, and I can shape it as I choose. 

Perhaps it took the last 7 years to discover this power.  Perhaps I had to wander the desert for that long before I could come back the changed person I have become.

If given the choice, I would not do it again.  But I was never given that choice. 

Call it fate -- but it is over.  And I am grateful that I have re awakened.  I am grateful for the power I now possess.  I am grateful for my freedom.

Seraph1m Seraph1m
26-30, M
1 Response May 24, 2007

I never really looked at it like that before, about having power and control over your life. It's a great way to look at things - thanks for sharing :)