Haven't Obtained It Possibly Never Will Obtain May Not Be Possible

I know what it takes for me to be happy however a lot of that thus far has been denied to me...
I can not force anyone....I can not force anything...I can only control myself but I can't force myself to be happy... I am not even capable of pretending to be happy anymore.

I have thought to alter myself enough to please others...while attempting to retain enough of myself to still like myself...but would I still like myself? Would I be happy knowing that I had to CHANGE me/things about myself to please others to be accepted by others?! Probably not. I currently can't even afford to change myself. LOL *sigh*

So this is why I say I will probably never be happy.
GoldMishra GoldMishra
22-25, F
Sep 13, 2012