I Cannot Stop Crying
And I am sick of it. For the love of God. Please make this stop. I don't even realize I am doing it. I'm just sitting here at my desk, revising documents and all of a sudden, I realize there are tears running down my face. I know he isn't this upset because if he were, he would have contacted me.
The only thing that keeps me from crying is when I'm w/my kids. Unfortunately, they are all three teenagers and don't really want me around (normal).
I don't understand how I am more hurt about losing him than ending a 20-year marriage. It does NOT make sense. I have to admit, it was like I had always known him from the first time we kissed. But still, this has to stop. I can't be in tears all the time.
The only thing that keeps me from crying is when I'm w/my kids. Unfortunately, they are all three teenagers and don't really want me around (normal).
I don't understand how I am more hurt about losing him than ending a 20-year marriage. It does NOT make sense. I have to admit, it was like I had always known him from the first time we kissed. But still, this has to stop. I can't be in tears all the time.
By:
hatdancer39
Age:
36-40
,
Female
3
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