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I Can't Stop Thinking About Suicide!!!!

There are days I am so depressed, I try to think of different ways that I can kill myself. I think of using a razor blade, or pills, or in the garage in the car. I am on anti-depressants, but they don't seem to be helping. I really don't know what to do.
swatches swatches 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 26, 2007

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If you have food and a roof over your head, you're better off than some 98% of the world.

u know what?u need god in ur life.beside i just learned that commiting suicide is not the way to go,suicide wont solve anything in ur lfe ,it just brings more problems to your family.it will make them feel guilty because they did not provide more help to you.and i hope you wud start to think about what wud happen to ur family if u killed urself?and dont think that they wont care because they do

This is a terrible place to be....your heart is so full sadness or is it empty with nothing? The 2 blend together after while. You think of ways to survive the day because the thoughts of how to end it are all to familiar. Just looked at the dates on these posts, quite a while ago. I wonder what time has given to you all

don't know if i'll ever get over this, lost so much money. i'm a failure

you really need to figure out what is the reason of your depression. is it something in your head, did something happen, or are you just plain dissatisfied with your life? obviously medicine isn't going to help with the last two.<br />
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it really is up to you. if it is a mental thing, you need to get closer to a therapist or doctor. there's lots of medicines out there, the trick is finding the right one.<br />
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for the other two reasons, its a lot harder to deal with. if you're unhappy with something, you have to get out there and change it. its a hard thing to do, but it has to be done. your life is what you make it. go make new friends, become a regular at a bar or library or something.<br />
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i made my own hell and lived in it for four years. i was only chasing happiness for so long, wondering why it eluded me. i almost killed myself so many times by overdosing on all the drugs i could get. one day i decided that there was no point in living if i wasn't going to live. so i put myself out there. i talked to people that looked interesting. i went places that looked cool. if i saw someone hot, i told them they were, and asked them out.<br />
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you need to take your life by the reins and ride it wherever you want.

Life is hard. But think of your loved ones. They would be devistated without you. They will blame themselfs and feel so much pain. Do you really want to hurt them. I pray that you get the help you need. Maybe go back to the doctors and get a different anti-depressent. Life is wonderful too try something you really enjoy just for a couple of minutes and try remember your family and friends. They love you always know that. No matter what.