I Cried Today

I cried at the reality of my exsistence. I cried knowing that what I truly want, I cannot have. I cried, knowing you are so close, that at my very call, you would come to me. And I cried, knowing I cannot make that call or my life would be changed forever.

childofweakness childofweakness
36-40, F
2 Responses Jun 4, 2011

Being the Romantic Idiot that I am, I called, and everything did change, and parts of the fallout hurt.... A LOT..... and it upset lots of folks, because people didn't want me or my situation to change. But you know what? It was SO worth it. Some people would say I threw away too much for an uncertain hope of getting what I truly want, but I'm glad I didn't squash my feelings or listen to so-called common sense.

Family or romantic love?<br />
Either one's a killer.<br />
Cyber hug :)

Neither. It's cryptic, I know.