I Dont Understand It
i secretly hoped it would somehow go back to the way things were, when we were happy. i finally got the closure i didnt get when he broke my heart. but now i find out he is with someone. so soon after we parted ways. i dont know what to do. its too hard to deal with. the only time i feel okay is when im at work, busy, my mind is occupied. then i have time to think and all i can think is why did this all happen? why cant i deal with this? i have isolated myself from everone. im hiding under a rock. how can he be happy? why cant i stop feeling so miserable?