I just can't accept it. We've been through almost everything, we dealt with so many problems, had a million fights and many times when we tried to end it. But we still loved each other the same. You always did. Always. You never gave up on me. on us. You still loved me the same when we broke up and got back. and hearing you say that you "just lost feelings" makes me hurt in all different levels.

That boy who loved me so much, promised to never stop being with me, the one who said he never wants to lose me.. is the one who left after what they call it as a beautiful experience? Really? He lost all feelings during that moment?
I just.. can't seem to believe it.

At school I just can't bring myself up to say that you no longer belong to me. If I cant accept it myself.. how can I expect myself to be called as "single"?
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Apr 19, 2016