He Was My First Real Crush

I mean I had every single teeny-bopper magazine that so much as had a thumb-sized photo of him back in the day.

I really, really do genuinely love him.  He was so sweet, funny, and his talent was so underrated.

He died a few months after my daughter was born.  This probably sounds very odd for me to admit this, but a part of me feels as though I am a widow now.  The part that heald that innocent infatuation that every girl develops at least once in her lifetime is in mourning, and always will be.

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26-30, F
Feb 26, 2010