I can't believe after all this time I have to go back to work. I took some time off (maternal leave) and some extra time off after that for "dealing with personal matters" (i.e. I recently discovered my husband was and still is cheating on me). I have to go back to work tomorrow and I can't believe it. I am now a different person than I was when I left on leave. I am crying, I don't want to pretend am happy. I don't want anyone to notice me. I don't want to put on an act. But I have to. I just can't deal with people getting into my business. I have to be professional. Although I am broken I have to act like I am stronger. I miss my old strong self. Any advice? Any comments will be appreciated.
PersonInCrisis PersonInCrisis
31-35, F
Aug 23, 2014