As Much As I Wish I Could Go Back In Time And Change My Past I Know That Wont Happen

i have let down so many people down 3 of them being the most important people in my life.i know i cant take back what i did,but i can do beter for now on.i did get caught up in things i should have never done stuff some teens do but im not the normal teen so i should have never started doing any of it.for now on my 3 wonderful kids come first like they did in the begining and should have always.i guess i just lost my way  trying to feel loved and accepted but i now know that wasnt love or acceptance and if it ever was then i dont want it.
littleboyblu162010 littleboyblu162010
18-21, M
Aug 6, 2010