Reflections Of My LifeReflecting back on my years I know I have changed from who I was in my younger years.My mind tends to run at night while I try sleeping sometimes reliving thoughts that I wish I could forget.They were after all times of mental and physical abuse.Why remember them at all? My answer is to learn from them and it has shown me how to spot abusers ,users,and oh! yes loosers. Unfortunately for myself I really didn't pick the best choices for me in life when it came to relationships.But I learned from them that I'm very fortunate to be alive.If not by having this happen I would not have grown into who I am today.
Differant situations and circumstances makes you wake up real fast if your in an abusive relationship.It teaches you not to take it any more and to get out while you can. Stay in it you may die.Yes, I'm talking to anyone who is in this type of relationship. They will never change and may even say they are sorry. But how many times will you let this person get away with it? Maybe when your six feet under? Ask yourself don't you deserve better in life? Myself I ran one day literally for my life and after that hid and started a new life so I could live again.I deserved love,compassion and understanding that life isn't all cracked up to be knocked around.
It taught me to stand my grounds and have this person put away. It taught me all kinds of self estem and to believe in myself. Do you?
Yes, reflections of my life weren't the best but taught me to take the blinders off and learn the world of what I can have and make it.
Haunted5 56-60, F 5 Responses 1 Jun 16, 2012