Sometimes I feel like giving up. I guess I just don't know what to do anymore.All of the people I knew are not good people they just talk **** and lie to your face. Can you really trust anyone anymore? I feel like dying inside just shutting down and I tried to be nice to everyone but I failed. Why I feel like a failure in life to get called **** and put down for not wanting the good life.I don't think I deserve the good life. I'm not worthy of being a good role model.I can't even find my old happy self where did I go? Am I simply a lost soul or is there a reason why I'm still here . I can not be normal anymore. That's why I'm labeled as a lost cause.simply put me out of my misery.