Giving Up Day By Day .

I really try to be strong and look at things in a poisitive manner , but I can't find positiveness in anything , I have lost my interest in just about everything, don't have a friend that o can speak with . Well a friend that understands my feelings on cont with my life . Sure there are thousand of reasons to live they say. I hear the same stories over and over again . I'm sick of it ! I want to.load up on liquor , cocaine ,pills , and most importantly my gun ..... Go to the beach under the stars and moon ,waves crashing one last prayer and off I go !!!!!
duedate0922 duedate0922
31-35, M
Sep 17, 2012