I Will Be Ok

i have made alot of mistakes in my past ...
in many diffrent ways..
the main one that cuts deep is trusting the wrong people...
friends to boyfriends and the list goes on...
i feel most never knew me they just wanted me to do something for them or take something from me i should say.....
alot of people will use kindness...and use love for their not so healthy purpose...as long as they feel good they have no regrets to the person they hurt or the person that crashed ...never caring about the pain they afflict on another life....
it is wrong ..of course.....but it happens everyday .....the heartbreak of deciving people have made me who i am ....its true i cant change my past ...the hurt i had to face and still trying to overcome to this day....but i can can change my future and learn and grow from the mistakes i made yesterday....learn to trust the right people and quit being to nice and in some sense letting them walk all over me....and thats what im going to do...
southernstar1987 southernstar1987
22-25, F
3 Responses Jan 7, 2013

Sorry you have had it like that. Know I have forced myself to trust people, or well just 2. And ended up being the "wrong people" for sure. The best I think would be to find a balance. Cause people will always want you to be less then what you are, always want you to sink to there level. Best would be if you could remain what you are or who you are without the pain and hurt that comes along with it. Its sad how so many people are so indiffrent about hurting others or inflicting pain. Either way I hope things work out for you as always! :).

thanks :)

yeah, I myself have been used so many times it is ridiculous. And of course I let them. I can be quite the fool, if I love someone.

i know how that feels all to well....:(

I know it is hard, but there comes a point when you have to decide who deserves to be happy, them or you. If they sabotage your happiness than be done with it. If they can't be good to you, someone will be :)

true thank you..

It's true! Some people use their kindness to use some people.. And some after they get wat they want, they don't even know how to thank u theyll sometimes talk behind u if u won't help them., I kinda hate plastic people... Choose carefully ur true friends.. And let's hope someday the people u helped will realize how thankful they are that you've helped them..

its very true....they will when they need something else.......thanks for your comment:)