My Life

My father was always an alcoholic and a very violent one at that. When I was 6 years old I saved my mothers life as my father was going to shoot her, I coped a beating from my him once which has resulted in my spine being croocked and twisted, I used to hear him beat and rape my mother nearly everynight, I always went with her to hospital everytime that he put her in there all briused and battered up.
The amount of times he cheated on her and beat her even when she was pregnant with me. I cant believe she endured all that she did because of him.
Finally he left us when I turned 13 and then they divorced when I was 15.
I ended up in a relationship when I was 15 where I was also beat up and raped for months and I finally decided to leave after 1 year of being with this person, of course I lost my battle to go to court..
When I was 20 I was out with my friends at a pub and I got raped again in the womens toilets, I lost my battle to take it to court. I fell into such a deep depression and didnt know how to cope and I could see that it was all breaking my mothers heart but she was always there for me no matter what and I will always cherish her for that.
Thank god after a few years my mum met my step dad which i still to this day thank god for him, he has been a part of her life for so long now and he is the best stepdad anyone could ever ask for. I call him dad as he has more then earnt the respect of that.
As for me now I am 30 years old, Ive been married to my husband nearly 4 years now (in may) we have a 3 year old daughter and 2 twin daughters on the way due in may/june 2013.
I know that no matter what I will always have my mum, my stepdad, my husband and my girls and god bless them all.